It’s dark. The air is thick and muggy, but it’s not hot. He’s just laying there so peaceful, his eyes flutter, deep breaths. Ever so slowly…ahhh good morning love. He smiles. I'm glad to see the swelling in his foot went down. I lay next to him. His eyes are relaxed, he breathe a sigh of relief like he's happy to see me as soon as he wakes up. Look at him…his eyes such a pretty shade of blue, his hair perfectly done up in a bed head mohawk. He says he's cold and pulls me in close to him…he's defiantly not. The sweet smell of him is all I can smell, and like it was even possible he pulls me closer and Jessie start pulling on my elbow. “Wake up!! The exam is over with! Time to go chicka.” Damn I thought to myself, while smiling; as I looked around I knew I would see him tonight.
My Short Stories
Monday, December 6, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Ultimate High
Just stand there and listen. Listen to the conversations blur together into a low buzz in the background. The dust flying around in the air around you from all the spikes digging into the earth and bringing it back up with them. All the high-fives, fist bumps, slaps on their backs tears of joy and sadness, medals and plaques going around and the weight of empty hands. You hear the gun going off every once in a while same as the roar of the crowd.
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After the long ride there you pull in. The other teams are running by in some form of their warm-ups. You and your fellow teammates get off the bus and walk down the dirt path. You pass all the opponents tent, you see them some with their iPods in getting into the racing mindset others talking and laughing, you then arrive at yours and place your stuff on the tarp and change into your running shoes. As you take a huge swig out of your nalgene coach gives warm up assignments.
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4 hours later…Race time
After spending your time mentally preparing yourself, stretching, keeping yourself hydrated. As you change out of your warm-ups and into your uniform coach walks over and gives you your number he tells you to stay focused and to remember to watch your breathing and keep it under control. He tells you the importance of keeping your head clear and focused. As you and your other teammates walk towards the line you see the other people that just finished from the last race. You approach the line and establish your spot and do some last minute stretching, give your fellow teammates words of encouragement and wait till the person who is in charge of the whole thing walks out and explains the rules and then walks back to the side to give the cue. The whole place just gets so quiet you could almost feel the focus in the air. You get in that stance that you’ve practiced over and over, dig in your spikes to get the best possible grip, while fighting down the excitement and the butterflies that are slowly creeping up. As you turn your head and look at your teammates in the eyes and while saying a quick little prayer for them you give them the “let’s bring it” look and they nodded back in agreement. Gun goes off with a bang that is quickly drowned out by the roar of the crowd. Earth gets pulled up with the spikes while stirring up a cloud of dust.
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You’re in the last leg of his rough 5K race. Sweat dripping off your brow, the wind roaring in your ears as you hears the people gasping for air while trying to keep up with you, dust and dirt getting stuck to the inside of your mouth as you breaths in deep gasps of air trying to steady your breath while going up the monstrous hill. As you gets up and over the hill and starts to lengthen your strides and very quickly passes many people and catches up with the leader. You sneak glances at each other through the very corner of your eyes, each feeling each others pain and how they were pushing on the very last ounce of energy, strength and adrenaline. You round the last corner and everybody thinks as one, one thought repeating in their heads “you will not accept defeat, you will win this race”, you full out sprint, your flats picking up dirt and throwing it behind you as you race to win. The distance quickly becomes shorter and shorter as you push them out the way to be first, you race to the finish line and way past it. Your arms go into the air, shirt come off, and sweat is pouring as you suck in as much air as possible, handshakes, congratulations, are said to the runners around you. Water is handed to you; you rinse your mouth out and throw the rest on your face. You find a spot out in a soccer field away from all the noise alone to think. As you stumble to the ground and lie on your back and throw your arm over your face to block the sun, breathes some deep cleansing breaths. The feeling you feel now was a sense of accomplishment knowing that there was absolutely nothing more left to give to that race. Knowing that you didn't give up and you pushed passed the pain, the sweat, the blood and tears, and gave it your all gave you that ultimate high. The absolute best feeling a runner will have.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
The Movies
I pull into the parking lot and look at the clock, its 1:15 showed up 15 minutes early as usual even though I told myself not too. I stare at the clock and watch time fly, one minute passes and I get impatient. I take the keys out of the ignition, open and close the door. The gloss shined exceptionally bright, I checked my hair in the reflection, and I push the lock button on the remote three times so it beeps twice. I put the remote in my jacket pocket and place my hands in my pockets as I try to take my time getting to the ticket box. I get the ticket and go wait for him to arrive. I kind of have to jump a little to the tall chair at the table. I kind of pay attention to the TV screen playing the previews and space out when his relaxed voice pulls me back down to earth. His curly brown hair gives you that urge to run your fingers through it, those eyes that have seen just about everything you hope not to see in your lifetime. He was wearing a white, gray, and black plaid t-shirt with a black undershirt; he was also wearing the jeans I asked him too surprised he really wore them. The perfect guy skinny jeans, not tight in the front and perfect in the back, he has the cutest guy butt and his Nikes. He half way introduces me to his friend that he brought as we walk to our theater close enough to feel each other’s body heat. We sat down in the second from the top row on the way left; I sat down in the last seat and he sat next to me with his friend on his right. I got as comfortable as you can in a movie theater seat it leaned against the left arm rest and he looked at me with a smile I couldn’t resist. I asked him to put the arm rest up for me and like he read my mind he pushed the sticky armrest up and moved his hands so I could place my legs on his lap. His friend looked at him and said something I couldn’t hear and they laughed and he looked at me and started whispering again when they were done he just looked at me and smile his cute boyish smile. He leans over so close to whisper in my ear that our cheeks are touch and he tells me what they were talking about and how his friend told him to do something, and I asked him if he was comfortable doing it and he said no, which made me smile cause he was showing the respect he had for me, and I told him to say he did it and not to worry about it. After his friend gave up he gave me a leg massage, the kind that you would only get from a licensed masseur that’s how good it was; he gave me goose bumps a couple of time and chuckled. He got me so relaxed that I almost fell asleep during the movie; I guess that’s why he kept looking at me. When the movie was finished it took me a few to realize who was with him and gather up all the energy to stand. We leave the movie theater hand-in-hand wishing I didn’t have to go home wishing I had more time to spend with him. We walked outside and sat on the brick wall and his friend laid back a few feet, surprised that he kept his eye contact and used the cutest manners while showing his respect just made me want him even more. We got up and hugged tight as I melted into his arms; I buried my face his shoulder and took in a deep breath. He walked me to his car while his friend waited by the ticket window; he opened my door and I got in as I turned on the car. I rolled the window and just as I was about to get and give the kiss that had been long awaited on this date my phone buzzed and my mom’s picture and number popped up on the screen. Told him I had to pick up or she would start to freak, so I answered and he mouthed bye as she explained that she wanted a few things from Bojangles. Hating my mom so much for ruining the moment I mouthed sorry back and drove away.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Forever Changed
Wake up do the normal routine: get up, get clothes, get in shower, get out, do hair, put eye liner, go in room, put dirty clothes away, go into kitchen, take medicine, get snack, look at clock, 5:57, get school stuff in one spot, look at phone, 6:02, brush teeth, get stuff together, find hoodie, alarm on phone goes off, 6:10, find shoes, put them on, get stuff, leave house, 6:15, arrive at bus stop, listen to people complain, 6:21, bus arrives, get on, arrive at school, 6:34, sit and wait, and wait, and wait, wait, 6:45, fifth person to get off bus, spot out who I know, go stand with friends, talk, and talk, and talk some more, (don’t forget to laugh), 7:05, walk down hall, drop heather off at her class, walk to my class, people watch, arrive at class, 7:13, sit down in 1st seat on very far table, place book bag and gym bag resting on table leg, place purse on table, place phone on table, sit back, people watch, 7:16, bell rings…
Should She?
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
The Neighbrohood
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You hear a faint ringing in the background and its growing louder and louder as if it was walking toward you. When you sit up and realize it’s time to go to work so you crawl out of bed making sure not to wake sleeping beauty, and you put your pants on. Grab your shoes in one hand and lean in to kiss him on the cheek and thank God that he's yours and also thank his for the best nap ever in history and pray for many more.